so i pul out lk my c programing notes n im lk in a full study mood :P
i mean i lk did super duper bad in my 12 boards !! i no :P fukeeeeed up :P so anyways now dat acts lk fule n i actually study better or mabe the subjects are just too easy i duno :P
but yea im doing better :P
so any ways now i sitting n i gt this msg afta waiting the whole day she msgs :P
so im lk all happy n it turns out to be a boring hey so neva mind i reply all happy happy casuse i tot that mite cheer er up frm wat eva she thinkin :P but i dnt tink it did :P
i must have gt er a lil mr mad .. n i cn be really persistant even if it means the opp person is gting mad at me .. i have to gt to the bottom of stuff :P
so neva mind i ask er wats up n as expected she ignores:P
but now damn i find i cnt study anymr !!i start thinking of her the way she taks the way she does this the way she does dat ! n then i go to all lk er cons :P
her bad parts :P
n now since she all mad at me the cons overweigh the pros :P
so its lk damn in my head !!
i just cnt study cause im having the most useless argument in my head if here shez da gud or bad guy :P
but my heads lk a pendulum i cn neva make that choice .. sumtimes i make wrong choices n i duno if this one cause sumtimes me dating er is lk the best thing in the world :P
but sumtimes iit mindfuks me so bad i cn do nuting to stop me thinking of er !!
its stupd really cause im really gud sumtimes at diverting myself to a diffrent dimension but not this time :P
i cnt figure out y its happening !! but it is :P
not cool i tell u :P
cause now when eva this thought pops into my head i feel lk killing the person closest to me :P
so yeah it drives me mad :P
but right now i dnt want to do lk anything rash supose SUPOSE i dnt tink so but SUPOSE (yet again i dnt tink so) v going sumwhere wid this relationship :p
id always feel bad i dnt try :P
so i duno if u watch SCRUBS but im lk jd :P
i have these constant day dreams :P
n i dnt tink i lk em so much :P
haha how random could i gt rite :P
i mean i lk did super duper bad in my 12 boards !! i no :P fukeeeeed up :P so anyways now dat acts lk fule n i actually study better or mabe the subjects are just too easy i duno :P
but yea im doing better :P
so any ways now i sitting n i gt this msg afta waiting the whole day she msgs :P
so im lk all happy n it turns out to be a boring hey so neva mind i reply all happy happy casuse i tot that mite cheer er up frm wat eva she thinkin :P but i dnt tink it did :P
i must have gt er a lil mr mad .. n i cn be really persistant even if it means the opp person is gting mad at me .. i have to gt to the bottom of stuff :P
so neva mind i ask er wats up n as expected she ignores:P
but now damn i find i cnt study anymr !!i start thinking of her the way she taks the way she does this the way she does dat ! n then i go to all lk er cons :P
her bad parts :P
n now since she all mad at me the cons overweigh the pros :P
so its lk damn in my head !!
i just cnt study cause im having the most useless argument in my head if here shez da gud or bad guy :P
but my heads lk a pendulum i cn neva make that choice .. sumtimes i make wrong choices n i duno if this one cause sumtimes me dating er is lk the best thing in the world :P
but sumtimes iit mindfuks me so bad i cn do nuting to stop me thinking of er !!
its stupd really cause im really gud sumtimes at diverting myself to a diffrent dimension but not this time :P
i cnt figure out y its happening !! but it is :P
not cool i tell u :P
cause now when eva this thought pops into my head i feel lk killing the person closest to me :P
so yeah it drives me mad :P
but right now i dnt want to do lk anything rash supose SUPOSE i dnt tink so but SUPOSE (yet again i dnt tink so) v going sumwhere wid this relationship :p
id always feel bad i dnt try :P
so i duno if u watch SCRUBS but im lk jd :P
i have these constant day dreams :P
n i dnt tink i lk em so much :P
haha how random could i gt rite :P
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